Everything seem to be so fake now.
Except for myself, my family and friends, my skateboard,
and the yoghurt that Im eating now. hahaha!
I dont believe in guys and true love anymore.
Maybe someday I will, but not now. I really had enough of it.
So dont come and pressure me and tell me that you like me.
I am really though with this shit you guys been giving.
Such a fool am I to trust you guys and give you guys my heart.
Shouldnt have done that. Felt regretful now...
but what's the point of crying over spilled milk?
I used to have this guy that really likes/loves me but Ive let him go.
Because I couldnt let myself to trust guys anymore.
But now thinking back, I feel that why did I let go of him.
He's like the only guy thats been true to me...
but what's the point of crying over spilled milk now?
I wonder. I wonder. I wonder.
Im never gonna find a guy like him ever again, right?


J____,
I dont know if you'll read my blog or not.
I doubt you're gonna read this but Im still gonna write this.
You might think that Im bullshitting but Im not.
I have never wanted to let you go.
I guess you were too perfect for me to have.
You given me something that Ive never had and always wanted.
But still, I gave up on it. I gave up on you.
I am really truely sincerely sorry... ):