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Sunday, June 28
bored/moodless/funny & crazy;
2:21 PM



ahah.i found this video at liyana's blog.
these guys are damn crazy and funny.
but i like their craziness. awesome yeah!
oh no!tmrw's monday!tmrw's ferst day of school!
i havent finish my homework!i dont wanna go school!
but i still have to go school, no choice.
i have no idea of what to bring tmrw.follow time-table or not?hmm.
nvm.although it sucks to go back.but at least thise video cheers me up.
:D

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Saturday, June 27
tiring/crazy/fun;
2:28 PM
yesterday went out skating with Ameirah and Qash at bishan ferst.
then went to somerset to meet Rossa and Qimi.and we skated there from 12 till 4+.
Qimi, Qash and I went off skating with Gido and his friends at SMU.
but there were a teacher or a staff from SMU came to stop us from skating there.
so we went off to citylink to skate.Qash and I just sat down in case any police come.
so Qimi borrowed my shoes to skate and my ankle was kinda sprained too.
there were alot of ants at where we sitted so we move to another side.
after awhile,we all went off the esplanade banks.they took the long way so that can skate.
but Qimi have to go back home so we all sent her to Cityhall Mrt Station.followed by Gido.
after that we headed back to esplanade banks to skate.changed venue again.
went off the Clarke Quey I think.somewhere near Raffles Place.skated around there.
then off to some other places then to Fort Caning.we climbed up all the stairs.damn tired.
so while heading back down, we went skating down the road where cars drive down.
it was too fast and i couldnt stop so I sorta roll off my deck.
landed and scratched on my left knee and elbow.had a tiny winy small cut on my right palm.
after the crazy land, scratch and cut...i lay down on the road then suddenly a car came by.
i quickly get up and walk off by using my strength in case the car drove onto me.
and thank God, the car wasnt driving that fast.if not, i would have an car accident.
hah.why am i saying it till like its so damn serious? hahah.
now my knee and elbow kinda swollen and had more bruises and muscleaches everywhere.
but i managed to make new friends yesterday with Qash and Qimi.great huh!? :D
today.gonna rest at home.totally have no strength to skate today although i wanted to.
but gonna rest today ferst.if not, muscleaches gonna get worse.
monday's schooling as usual.oh my god?! seriously, can we have two more weeks of holidays?
can we? can we? can we? can we? can we? can we? can we? can we? can we? CAN WE?!!! argh.
hope to skate soon with Gido and friends again. (:







Thursday, June 25
go shopping day!
8:21 PM
ahah.yeah,thats right.didnt get to skate today but at least shopping!
went to Tampines with momma,meet my sister there then we shopped around.
bought two pairs of jeans from Levi's Signature and a skirt from Cotton On.
wanted to watch Transformers at E!Hub but the tickets were selling fast.
and theres only seats at the ferst row so didnt get to catch it today.sadly. hah.
okay,i wont elaborate much so let the pictures do the talking. :D

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The food that we ate at KimGary Restaurant.
Some HongKong restaurant lah. hah.


Seaweed fries...


the drink that I drink.
Milo Iced Blended! obviously.


Momma's ordering/food.


some sausages with pinapples.
tasted great together! ahah.


toast that we ordered.


the skirt that i bought at Cotton On.
i love it!


the two Jeans that I bought at Levi's Signature.
it was at an offer price.quite cheap.




(ignore the posture.)
this jeans was damn damn expensive.
not from levi's.from another shop.
i like,you know.but momma say cannot buy.
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awesome yeah?it is. finally bought clothings.
but i didnt buy any top.sadly. :(
hah.nevermind,another time then.
thats all for today.tmrw gonna skate.
tc and goodbye readers. chows!

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Wednesday, June 24

9:06 PM

i am hungry and bored now.



hah.totally random.but true alright.
i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate. i wanna skate......
although i have five mountains(bruises) on my legs,
i still wanna skate so badly.
although i skated yesterday and i have no strength,
i still wanna skate so badly.
hopefully will be able to skate tmrw and on friday.just hopefully.
cause i am obviously super obsessed with skateboarding.
even my friends, my family and others says so.

next week school is in and holidays/fun is out.
omg!i dont wanna go back to school.
i wanna somemore holidays.maybe two weeks more will do.
:(

Ps: wheres my fooooooood?
wheres my fried rice and green chilli?
are they coming yet? im so hungry. D:

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heartaches;
12:55 PM
You dont understand how I feel.
You dont know what Im going through.
You dont know how afraid I am.
You just dont know...
Oh, no one ever knows.



Yesterday.went to Faiz's pit with Ameirah.
Luckily I didnt go alone.hah. If not,awkward again.
after setting down at his pit, went off to E!Hub to meet Rasty.
but didnt.cause he wanted us to wait for him for two hours.
no way!i aint gonna wait for guys anymore. no offence.
You dont know what Ive been through, thats why.
so we headed back to the pit to join them.
till 10pm, ameirah and I went back home.
for like so long time, didnt get to go home late.
and I love going home late cos its cooling.ahah.
well, today.tired and totally no strength plus cash is running low.
actually not ah.i dont feel like using my money.
cause im planning to get a new set of deck so better not spend anything.
so im just staying at home today and it seems like its gonna rain.
maybe skating tmrw,if i can find people thats free. -.-"

Life is like getting meaningless to me.Seriously.
Im not planning for suicide ah.But its true...
Life is indeed getting meaningless.
Im not sure why but I keep feeling that way.
Yesterday,at the pit.Had a conversation with Ameirah.
We talked about alot things we have gone through.
But theres something I didnt mention....
cause I feel that theres no point to say so I didnt.
Sometimes, I really did give a thought about committing suicide.
But a moment later, I felt its stupid to die just like that.
And Im not willing to give up on skating yet.yeah...
Things in my life is turning out to be bad.
although I dont like it but what can I do?
someone told me this before,
"Sometimes things wont go the way you wanted it to go.
You just have to take it easy."
I agreed with it but sometimes, I cant take it easy.

Sometimes I feel like just fading away from everything...
Sometimes I feel like just being invisible to everything...
But I cant.I dont have the power to do that.
I wish that I have a pair of wings so that I could just fly away from everything.
But I cant.Im not born out with a pair of wings.Its harder than you can imagine.
Feeling sad.Feeling regret.Feeling dissapointed.Feeling weak.
Its just difficult. Too difficult for me to hang on alone.
I need someone to be there for me.
But everytime that person is just going away from me.
I dont understand why. I just dont understand why.
It hurts me deep down. Really it does.
But what can I do? What can I do to stop?
Im totally helpless.
Nightmares are linking together and coming true.
Im totally helpless.
Oh, you just dont know how afraid I am.
You just dont know how weak I am.
You just dont know anything.
You just dont know how I feel.
You just dont know what Im going through.

You think that life is easy for me.It aint easy as you think it is.
I have my own problems like you and everyone else.
You just dont understand what Im going through.
Now, stand in my shoes and think.

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Monday, June 22
edition;
10:52 PM
not gonna post anything about today cos nothing special.
just came here to edit some codes on my blog.
Alright.might be updating tmrw or the next day.
tc peoples. :)

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Sunday, June 21
heartless;
10:05 PM
Happy Father's Day!
hahah.well,today's father's day.didnt brought my dad any gift...
but I did accompanied him the whole day. :D
tmrw.nothing i think.not going anywhere unless dad's not working.
ahah.then tuesday,might be going for Faiz's bbq.
woowooots!hope it'll be fun and not like the other time Fred's bbq.
was totally awkward cos i didnt know anyone there.hah.
as for Faiz's bbq.I do know him and one or two of his friends.
hahaha.and its great.hah.hope i'll be able to socialise.
alright.this should be all.and and and,i wanna skate!!

To a game called love,
I wont bother about it anymore.cos it all aint nothing.
friends and family are more important to me.and they're the best.
and of course, skateboarding too.its my passion after all. hah.

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Friday, June 19
cryinf for help;
9:23 PM
been kinda down since yesterday.or maybe yesterday's yesterday.
okay ,whatever. I know; you know. cool? great. haahha.
it hasnt been that good since June holiday started.
how long will this shit last? I really want it to stop. ):
My nightmares has been coming true lately.
I just hope that the one that Im afraid of, wont be true.
Now, its just me and myself. Im all alone now.
With no one to stand by me. Maybe there is someone lah.
But Im not sure.I just cant really talk to them about my problems.
How I wish my sister were with me all along.
If she's with me, I think I wont be there miserable now.
And now. I've got to face all this shit by myside. It sucks, honestly.
Been regretting for whatever Ive done. Really wished that I could turn back time.

I miss my sister badly. ):

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Thursday, June 18
Go Skateboarding Day;
8:53 PM


Go Skateboarding Day!
This Saturday, 20 June 2009. 9am.
Venue at Somerset Skatepark.
DJ Chunk, DJ Ritz and Garuda will be there too.
For more information, go to Love SkatePark.

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Wednesday, June 17
fakie big spin;
8:08 PM
Everything seem to be so fake now.
Except for myself, my family and friends, my skateboard,
and the yoghurt that Im eating now. hahaha!
I dont believe in guys and true love anymore.
Maybe someday I will, but not now. I really had enough of it.
So dont come and pressure me and tell me that you like me.
I am really though with this shit you guys been giving.
Such a fool am I to trust you guys and give you guys my heart.
Shouldnt have done that. Felt regretful now...
but what's the point of crying over spilled milk?
I used to have this guy that really likes/loves me but Ive let him go.
Because I couldnt let myself to trust guys anymore.
But now thinking back, I feel that why did I let go of him.
He's like the only guy thats been true to me...
but what's the point of crying over spilled milk now?
I wonder. I wonder. I wonder.
Im never gonna find a guy like him ever again, right?


J____,
I dont know if you'll read my blog or not.
I doubt you're gonna read this but Im still gonna write this.
You might think that Im bullshitting but Im not.
I have never wanted to let you go.
I guess you were too perfect for me to have.
You given me something that Ive never had and always wanted.
But still, I gave up on it. I gave up on you.
I am really truely sincerely sorry... ):

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Set Off;
5:45 PM
S.Q.A.R.F.H. RASCALS.
See us. Know us. Rock with us.







True friends are hard to find.
But I've found them. And, they've found me.
Although some of us have only know each other just this year.
But it felt like we have known for more than that.
I hope that this friendship will just stay together forever.
And lets all skate and go outing together. :)
Rascals are the best ever friends I have.
Thank You All! Appreciate it much.

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Tuesday, June 16
go skateboarding;
9:29 PM
(wont be typing alot cos im so tired now from skating.)
woooo.went to skate with Ameerah,San,Haziq,Zafran and another guy.
ferst skated at bishan skatepark then to bedok with ben.
finally today get to use the skate tool that my dad bought for me.hah.
awesome yeah?i know.hahahah.joking!
today have really a hell load of fun with them.like finally!
hah.i dont know why but skating with them,its really good.
it felt like the Rascals were back outing/skating together.Awesome.
and at last!im getting better with the shuvit.didnt land on it but...
at least my deck didnt flew away like mad.ahah. ^^V
alright.this should be all.im too tired to think and type.hah!

here are somemore piccas of the happenings during my birthday...

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My sister and me.

The younger generation.hah.

Ryan and me.

Me,looking retarted.ahah.



Donuts that April and Ben(cousins) gave.

Me,waiting for everything to be ready.
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Anyone can buy me a deck?Please. =D

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Monday, June 15
not meant to;
3:36 PM
wossshhhhhh.finally im back again.hahah!
well.its been kinda busy to get online these few days.
on my birthday(13/06).went out with Qash in the afternoon for skating.
at somerset,there's skate competition.its way way waaaaaaaaayyy awesome!
hah.i remembered there's Firdaus, Nazeer and some other professional skaters.
and of course, bikers and roller-bladers.hah.Jab was in the competition too...
but he tried his best.well done Jab! hahahah. :D
stayed at somerset until 6+ then went off back to grandparents place....
for dinner and to celebrate my birthday.oh yah!there's some cosplay thing too.
Qash and I were like sitting at the Mrt at somerset.talking abt their costumes.
we were making some comments abt them.i think that its like a waste of time and money.
but thats what they like to do.just like us, we love to skate.yeah....
and and and,my dad brought me skate tool.unexpectedly.thanks daddy!
yesterday(14/06).it was Rasty's birthday.sorry that i couldnt go out with you.
my parents were having off day and today too.so ive gotta accompany them.
next time okay dude?chill. well.yesterday,nothing much ah.
okay.nope!i couldnt remember a thing about yesterday.shhiiiiiiiittt!!hah.
oh yeah.ive watched another movie again.its 'Land of the Lost'
its a hilarious film.you could laugh throughout the whole movie.seriously.
today(15/06).just got home from outing with my sister and parents.
we went to Tampines 1 to eat,shop and walk.ahah.
saw three of my primary school mates...Fiona, Celestine and Jocelyn.
they looked so different now.hah.but at least,they looked happy! :)
later at around 5+.going off for a funeral.sadly....
its so sudden.seriously.people just come and go fast.
so we all have to live our life to the fullest.and enjoy every moment of it while u can.
thats all.now,let the piccas do the talking!

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Present from Daddy. (:


Element!





My birthday cake.


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Friday, June 12
broken-hearted;
3:29 PM
You said you wont leave me alone and you did.
You said you'll text me but you didnt.
Ive already lost the ability to trust people that much.
But now,you make me losing the trust in you.
Why? What did I did wrong? You tell me.
You didnt reply my messages.You didnt call me.
When you online,you didnt even bother to reply.
Why? What did I did wrong? You tell me.
I thought you were different from the rest. But....
Was it all just a lie? Your words? your love?
You're breaking my heart like how the rest did. Really.

Or, am I just being too sensitive?
The thoughts has been negative, without you.
I dont know what to do. I dont know whats next.
I just need you... :(

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Thursday, June 11
so sick;
8:31 PM


Just came back from Downtown East.
Went to watch 'Drag Me To Hell' with dad.
The show was damn sick/gross and stuff.
And,I lost my appetite just now. :P
But I still managed to eat my dinner.ahah!

Today's remedial was fun again but in a different way.
Ade didnt came due to he fractured his leg I think.
So left Mr Leong,Mabel,Luqman and me.
Tmrw's the last day of the remedial.
And the next day will be my birthday! ;D
Hopefully,Saturday will be skating with Rascals.
I hope lah.But doubt so.So its okay.
Alryt,thats pretty much all of today.
I think Im gonna have nightmares tonight.Oh God!

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Wednesday, June 10
silent killer;
8:22 PM
finally,i got back my phone from dad.phew!~
well.its been kinda weird between my parents and I now.
especially with dad.arent talking much together.
and its like real awkward for me to start to say something.
because what I say,my dad will not answer.somehow like ignoring me?
haiyooo.tk tau ah.really,its really weird to live together like that.
today.went back to school for chemistry remedial.
only Mabel,Ade,Luqman and I turned up for the remedial.
but it was quite fun actually.we were suppose to draw a mindmap on the whiteboard.
so I went up to the 'Chromatography' part.And I wrote like as if its an essay.
after we're all done.Mr Leong were afraid to go through the part that I wrote...
because of my hand-writing and I wrote it like Im writing essay.
so he only go through the 'Methods of Purification' which were done by the rest.
overall was okay ah.manage to learn something at least.hahah!
after that,went to meet Izzart at whitesands.then we walked around and around. -.-"
then headed back home,bathed then watched tv.
and i fell asleep.hahaha.after momma and papa came back,
went to century square for dinner.then walk walk around.
thats pretty much all of today.for the next two days,will be having chemistry remedial.
yeah.im gonna end here now.goodbye all. :)


"I miss you..."

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Tuesday, June 9
Things I never say;
11:54 AM
Life.Ive been listening to people's thoughts,but who gonna listen to me?
Ive been alone all the while.Seems like everything have left me.
And I dont like it.I miss those times when Im younger.
When everyone love and care for me and stuff.It feels so great.
But now.I can only think about it.Think about those sweet moments.
I missed them.But I miss my sister the most.I will do whatever to get my family back together.
I used to talk to my sister about my problems,fight about small things with her.
I even used to hate her for who she is.Im sorry.But now,Im all alone.
Talking to myself.Thinking and solving about my own problems.
It really just sucks so badly.My dad's favourite is my sister.
My momma told me that...my dad only likes to speak to my sister.
Play computer games with her.I know I never can replaced that place in my dad's heart.
But Im just trying to make everyone happy.And its so tired and difficult to.
I really feel like giving up but I know I shouldn't.I really dont know what to do.
Im over relying on everyone especially my sister.She's always there for me.
Its been afew years she left home.Although she's still talking to my parents...
going out together.Communicating together and things,normally family would do.
Its just not enough for me.I want my sister to move in back with us!
I'll give her everything she wants.As long as I can be with her....
Ive been crying these few nights.Thinking about my sister,my friends...my family..
Its like God has been taking things away from me.Everything's gone.
I realised that Ive been taking things for granted.
I had this dream.A dream about my dad saying...."I hate you!" right into my face.
And when I woke up,it feels so real.I cried abt it.I didnt tell anyone about it.
I dont know what to do.How can I stop it from happening?
I know you guys might think that Im just being too sensitive.
But my dreams do come true.Its just that I dont know about the timing.
And I have to remember those dreams in order to "postponed" it.
But I really cant.I cant remember those dreams/nightmares.It just keeps coming.
And studies.I cant seem to focus on what I really should.
I feel so distracted everywhere,everytime and everything.
Love/Relationship. Recently,Ive know this guy.He's been cheering me up when Im down.
Been there for me everytime when I need someone.And soon,Ive fallen for him.
I dont know about his feelings towards me.But the more we're close to each other...
The more Im afraid to lose him.Its like a curse.I cant been really close to guys.
Everytime when I fall in love,I'll ended up losing them.And I'll fall apart.
I really dont wanna give my heart to him but I just cant help it.
He melted me.He melted my heart.We've never met before in life.
But it feels like we have known each other for quite long.I know its wrong.
But its beyond my control.Really.I have tried to stop it but I failed to.


Some notes for everyone that Ive known....
To Rebecca,my sister:
I know u dont like the way papa and momma talk and act.
But that is them.We should accept it.I also cant take it but I have to.
They're our parents.They take care of us.Papa love you the most,u should know that.
And me.Im sorry for fighting every small things with you.
Now without you,Im all alone.I got no one to talk to about my problems.
You're the only one that I can really trust and talk to about my problems.
I really missed those younger times when we're really close to heart.
I really miss you....

To my parents...
If you guys read this,dont be mad or anything.
Take it as nothing happen.I really dont wanna cry infront of u guys.
Thank you for everything u gave...really thank you!
And sorry for making you two mad and everything....

To Rascals:
Thanks for those fun and happy times together.
You all really made my day.Those are like the only happy time that I really enjoyed.
And I really hope to see you guys soon.We'll skate together and laugh together.
And I hope that this Saturday,I can skate with you guys...
That will make Saturday(which is my day) more happier.I miss you guys! :)

To Era:
hey baby!hahah.surprized to see ur name here?right?
Thanks for making me smile with every little thing u do.
Although its not much.Im just glad that ure my friend.
Really hope to see you soon.We'll go out together one day alryt!

To Rossa/Feella/Amalina:
You guys been there for me since secondary one.Its been two years.
This year we havent been talking much together due to different class.
And some other reasons.But really thank you guys for being my friends.
Hanging out together.Laughing together.Eat together.Teaching me some malay words.
And you guys especially Rossa..you guys been there when things happened.
I still remember I cried in Rossa's arms.Thanks for that.(Aint a lesbian. -.-")
Really hope that we'll get together someday.Be happy always.

To some skatemates(eg. Ben,Ainey,Zakkey and idk who else.):
Thanks for skating with me all these while.
Ainey,although we've known each other since last year.
and didnt talk much.I really enjoyed skating with you.
You're a strong girl,I can see that.And I really admire you. :p
Ben,we just know each other for quite awhile.Thank you for skating together.
You and your craziness.Two thumbs up.hahah!
Thanks for the white tissue paper rose anyway.Didnt get a chance to say that.
Zakkey,didnt really get along well in primary school times.
But now.We even get to skate together.Youre good with ur skating skills.
So dont give up because of getting bored with it.Just keep skating!
Some other skatemates that skated together before or didnt get to...
Thank you for being my friend.Happy skating alryt! Dont give up.

To people that are just friends and I didnt get to mention ur names:
Sorry abt that.And thanks for being my friends.You guys wont be forgotten.
Never!I will not forget about my friends.Thanks for everything you guys did.
Be it small things or big things. ;)

To Ishak:
You dongdong ah...not me.Thank you for being there when I need someone.
You make me smile.You make me laugh.You make my day.
I cant imagine if you weren't in my life.I really cant.
I dont know how long I can hang on.But I will try to do it for you.
Its been quite torturing without talking to you otp/texting/chatting.
You've became a drug to me and Im addicted already.
I know its wrong to but I'll try not to cling onto you so long.
I know that I have to let you go.If not,it'll be painful for you and for me.
Recently.We're like drifting apart from each other.Seriously.
I do not know how long will it last but you must know this....
I wont forget about you.I wont forget about words u said to me.
I wont forget about you.I really wont.I promise you.
So you must not forget about me okay?Thats all Im asking from you.
And,Im really happy to know you.Really really happy...
that even words cant describe what I wanna say to you.
Thank you.I love you.You'll always be my dingdong. :D

Lastly.My phone have been confiscated by my dad.
Reason being...overused.rabak lah.
Im lazy to bargain with him.Lazy to search for my phone and stuff.
And I can only online when my dad's not around.
which is like from morning to afternoon,around 4+.
And....if he's not working.means doomsday to me.
Its gonna be a hell to me but I'll be fine.hahha!I hope so.
Four more days to my birthday...
only wish is that my family and friends will be there for me.please!
I dont wanna ask for more.And that is all. goodbye.

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Friday, June 5
stuck with each other;
8:17 PM
lets begin with yesterday.went out to bedok to skate with Ben.
the whole day,I was just sitting down.cause I was the only gal there.
but of course I did skated abit.hahah!at around 4+ i think....
Qash came.without her deck and skate shoe.so we just sat down.
looking at others skating.After Ben went off,Qash and I decided to change place.
So we went to our usual sitting places cos we're not that familar with those skaters.
awhile later,headed to Mac for some drinks then went home.
met my parents at Tampines Interchange cos momma's sick.
after everything including dinner,went back home.
I watched 'Disturbia' last nyt.And it was quite an awesome show. :)
Today.Stayed at home the whole day,lying on my bed.ahah.


"Lets just stuck with each other and never be apart.
You know that I wont leave you,so dont ever leave me alone.
Smile because of you.Laugh because of you.Cry because of you.
I just want you...
can we just stuck with each other for eternity? =p"

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Wednesday, June 3
one year of skating;
9:24 PM
this month is an important month to me.cos I have been skating for a year already.
I know I know.Its just a year,still long way to go.But one thing,I'll never give up.
No matter what.And I mean it.Seriously. :)
Today's happening.Stayed at home the whole day with momma.
Did some of my June holiday homework.I did...Chemistry and Physics today.
Left with Maths and MT performance task undone.Will be done soon,hopefully.
But one problem,I need some piccas and thumb drive for the MT one.Oh shit crap!
I hate Mother Tongue work.Its always so difficult.argh! :(
Well.Momma's sick.Momma's weak.This is the ferst time Im seeing momma so sick.
Whenever illness strikes on her,its always flu or cold.She had never been so sick.
And Im worried for her.I want her to be okay,to be alryt.I dont want her to be sick.
Get well soon,momma...


"One day without you, I cant live. Two days without you, I cant move on.
Three days and so on, I cant imagine. You got my soul. You got my heart.
It will be with you till the very very very end of everything.
So keep it safe and sound with you, no matter what.
Dont break it. Dont lose it. Dont kill it. But keep it safe and sound.I love you Ishak."

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Tuesday, June 2
another skate premiere;
10:53 PM



Sambai is the 2nd full-length video from Preduce skateshop (Thailand). It was directed by Op Sudasna and features the Preduce team and friends skateboarding in Thailand, China, Singapore, Malaysia, Switzerland, USA and other locations around the world.

Wednesday 3rd June 09
Time : 8-10pm Free entry!
20 Upper Circular Road,
#B1-01 To #B1-06,
Singapore 058416

The premiere is being organized by Boards & Stuff and Streething
The after party will take place at HomeClub From 10pm ’til late. Catch the Preduce skate team at Boards & Stuff Cineleisure at 4pm the next day, 4th June for team signing and Demo at Somerset Skatepark at 6pm.

(Information by LoveSkatePark)

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momma's sick;
9:29 PM
oh no!momma's sick.i dont know whats wrong but she look so tired.
she's been working morning shift then afternoon shift.yesterday nyt was nyt shift.
I can see that she's really worn out and stuff.even though she said she's alryt.
its been really tough for her and I can see that.Hope that she'll be fine soon.
Momma,take care of yourself alryt. I love you! :)

alryt.lets talk about today's outing.(not really gonna elaborate much,too tired to.)
went to bedok adventure to skate today with Qash,Ainey,Ben and Ben's two other friends.
Ainey freaked me out just now.When she arrvied,we hand shake then...
she suddenly fell into the drain without noticing.alermak,this gal ah. -.-"
then her leg,that wounded part turned white at ferst then it bleed.
we skated.around 4+,Qash arrived.she has moved to Clementi now.
damn far.I wonder how is she gonna go school now.sure late ah like dat.
hahaha.Ainey went off with her momma.Followed by Ben and his friend.
At around 7+,Qash and I went home.I missed two or three trains on purpose.
hahahha!cos it was quite packed.But the one that I took also packed ah. :p
Oh yah!Ben broke his deck while ollie-ing down fives stairs.Im not sure what tricks lah.
Like....what the heck?!hah.Goodluck to him ah. :D
k k.gonna end here.Im too tired to think and type.Just gonna chill for now.go0dbye!


"You make me smile.You make me laugh.You melt me down.
I just hope it will be you only...You're the best!And I feel contented with you."

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Monday, June 1
hell yeah;
8:49 PM
woowooots!skated together with Haziq,Aliff and Hani.
supposingly to meet them early but i overslept.sorry aye.
meet them at sunplaza park.then EL came.sitted down awhile.
then headed to Tampines Mall, LJS to eat.
EL ordered 'Crazy on potato' and ewww.taste bad...
I mean,the cheese tasted bad.The chips and fries was alryt.hah!
after eating,went on to the open plaza.Hani,EL and I took some piccas.
The two guys were in the mall.After awhile,Hazel(Aliff's sista,if im not wrong) came.
then headed back to sunplaza park to continued skating.
a while later,Haziq and Hani have to head back to ITE for some meeting.
so EL and I went back home.And so did the rest,I think.ahah.
hmmm.sometimes,i have the thoughts of giving up skateboarding.
which is I do not know why.and it kinda sucks.
if I give up in skateboarding...what else can I do?
I've been skating for a year this June already.
I've made it to this far.It'll be wasted if I just suddenly give up,ryt?
maybe I should just continue on and see ferst.I aint wanna give up so fast.
(piccas that we took just now,i'll tryna get it.)


"You made my day.You keep me going on.Its all just you...."

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