Im having a tuesday blues I think..since last night.
I've figured out that, Im the one that has something wrong and not others.
Im sick and tired of pretending to be happy in front of people.
I hate to cry myself to sleep at night, but this have been happening.
I lost my appetite. Im turning myself away from things.
How I wish this feelings could wear off soon and never ever, ever never come back.
My mind is still soo naive. Never did change at all. I hate being like this.
So naive about every single thing, every single lesson learnt. This just sucks to the core.
Yeah..Nasuha, you're right! fuck this world. _|_
Labels: i cant find the real me. i dont know who i am anymore. im ugly.